Order.

I sit here and think about this last month as I reflect from my monthly refinement… This month went by so quickly. I’ve been in the lowest of the low mentally this month. I’ve gone through some serious homesickness. I’ve missed my friends so badly. I’ve missed my old house more than ever. Not the…

Drowning.

Last day of the month calls for my monthly lesson update. It feels like an eternity since I’ve done this. Although, it has only been a month! One month. Last month at this time I was in Washington. I was comfortable. Yearning for more, but comfortable. I had my supportive friends and community. Today, I’m…

Does anyone really care?

Honestly, the past few days I’ve been debating whether to share my thoughts about this past month. I thought to myself, “Does anyone really care?” “Is it really worth sharing?” “Is this more for me than anything?” Then I realized… What does it matter? Stop getting in your head and go for it. So, here…

Footprints in the Sand

As I write this, I’m exhausted. Sure, physically a smidge (with a toddler, travel, and being pregnant), but it’s more mentally. I’ve been struggling this week. Holiday season is my absolute favorite, but it also brings up so many emotions. It’s hard. It’s emotional. It’s stressful. I’ve been feeling abandoned lately. I know the Lord…