You were HARD 2019

Refinement. That is my word this year. So. Much. Of. It. By the beginning of the year, I was terrified of what the future held. I figured we were doomed. I felt hurt, angry, sad, but above all…WORRIED. So much of MY plan wasn’t working out. So much of what I thought we needed to…

Grace. LOTS of it.

Only one primary lesson I’ve learned this month… GRACE. A whole bunch of it. Specifically to MYSELF. Pre-Benjamin, I struggled to keep up with Lucas. I felt guilty that I needed to sit down often, that I couldn’t get on the floor easily anymore, and that I needed a daily nap because I was TIRED….