As I write this, I’m exhausted. Sure, physically a smidge (with a toddler, travel, and being pregnant), but it’s more mentally. I’ve been struggling this week. Holiday season is my absolute favorite, but it also brings up so many emotions. It’s hard. It’s emotional. It’s stressful. I’ve been feeling abandoned lately. I know the Lord is with me, but I want him to intervene more right now. I feel like I’m in this pit alone sometimes and I don’t know where to go. I’m in a spiritual battle that leaves me more worn and confused. Today, my guy told me this story… As a newbie to believing in the Lord, I haven’t heard this before. It brought tears to my eyes. This. This is where I’m at right now. This is me. I’m being carried through this tough time, and all along I thought I was alone. It’s moments like these that crazily make me grateful. He’s calling me to go through a HUGE hurdle right now and I’m so glad to have someone who has my back on this Earth and above.
Okay Lord, I’ll muster up more strength that I didn’t think I had. Today, I’m going to rest/recover but tomorrow… tomorrow I’ll be ready.
If you haven’t read this, I hope it speaks to you like it did to me. ❤️
An oldie, but goodie from November 2018..
With honest intentions,